A Moment of Introspection

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Posted by Brittney Murray | Posted in , | Posted on 7:31 PM

It seems nowadays, Facebook is where you find out most news, even tragic things such as the death of a 23-year old guy who once stepped into your home to play a popular trading card game. I didn't know him well, but a friend of mine and a brother in Christ was very close to him. My friend texted me concerning his death and wondered about the reasons so many of us take advantage of life. It's strange isn't it? So many of us would put off having a better relationship with Christ, or even starting a relationship with Him because we'd rather hold onto a sin that will only give us temporary happiness. Many of us even keep Jesus at arm's length to keep from having to reach others in His name. In both of those examples, we put off having a relationship with Christ, or improving the one we already have with Him because it's the comfortable thing for us to do.

In texting my friend, he mentioned how messed up he thought it was that it took a friend of his dying to get away from a sin he was struggling with, but it's not messed up. What could be messed up about righting your relationship with Jesus, and I told him that. Yes, it's a painful thing to experience, but even something as tragic as a friend's death can be used for good. Ecclesiastes 3:11 says, "He (God) has made everything beautiful in its time."

Sin, especially habitual sin has a knack for holding onto you and making it seem impossible to escape it. Every time I fell back into my habitual sin, I felt like a failure as a follower of Christ. I was the worst Christian imaginable and Satan made a point to let me know this every chance he was given. This is the part where Jesus gave me the spiritual equivalent of a nuclear arsenal to fight Satan with. He led me to 1 Corinthians 10:13 where the Bible says, "No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it." (NIV 1984). First off, the sin I'm dealing with is common to mankind, meaning I'm not alone, which is what Satan would love to make me think. He wants me to feel isolated and that's just not true. Secondly, God will not allow me to be tempted beyond what I can bear, which means no matter how hard temptation is coming at me, I win. I can claim victory over temptation no matter how impossible it seems to overcome. No matter how broken and beaten down I feel from temptation, it's going to lose. How awesome is Jesus? So awesome that He continually saves me from myself and loves me despite the many screw ups I've had, or will have. Ever.

Bella

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Posted by Brittney Murray | Posted in , | Posted on 5:54 PM



There are some people in this world that don't grasp the reasons behind a pet lover grieving for their animal and I find that sad. The loyalty and unconditional love that a dog can give its owner without judgement is only shadowed by the love of Jesus. Earlier today, our dog Bella was put to sleep after a five month long battle with bone cancer. It's amazing how within less than a year of having her, this dog firmly took hold of the hearts of everyone she came in contact with. She was such a cool and relaxed dog no matter the situation, who wouldn't love that? In a drama filled world, being around someone or something that doesn't make a big deal out of anything–except massive amounts of love–is refreshing. 


I'm thankful for the time I was able to spend with this truly awesome dog. She was such a sweetheart and if I can love people with half as much heart as she did, I would truly be a blessed person. I'm sure someone may read this and think, "Are you seriously wishing you were like a dog?" Well, if we all had the heart of one, I think there would be a lot less trouble in this world. Bella, you rock girlie and I'm glad you're hanging out with Jesus now. Hopefully there are no automatic pet water bowls in Heaven, or at least not near you. You were a 114 lbs, yet the sound of bubbles freaked you out? It still makes me smile just thinking about it. I love you girlie, and we'll all miss you.

New Direction...and Coffee

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Posted by Brittney Murray | Posted in , , | Posted on 7:29 PM

I've been out of the blogging game for a while and with further reading of this blog you may, or may not wish I had continued with that absence. I've come to realize that I'm not focusing as much as I should on the things that God has blessed my life with, even the little things we would normally deem as annoying. I do want to caution those who read this blog not to look for grammatical correctness, or perfect English construction that would make J.R.R. Tolkien weep with joy. I am writing about myself and the things that I am thankful for, with that being said, let's get started.

Coffee

I am thankful for coffee. It only makes sense that the beverage that sustained a 6-year long career in the industry would be my first post. This little brew has gotten me through some tough study hours in college. You know the ones where your eyes are so heavy that you wake up and didn't realize you had fallen asleep? Coffee has also allowed me to meet some very interesting people. One time, a guy came into the coffeehouse I was working at and ordered a 20 oz. espresso. I want to make sure you're getting this one. He wanted a 20 oz. cup FULL of espresso. Do you realize how many shots of espresso it takes to get 20 oz? Typically, each espresso shot is 1 oz. so this guy ordered 20 shots of espresso! I have never drank 20 shots of espresso, but if I had, these are some of the things I would possibly be capable of:

  • Run on a treadmill and power a small country for a solid day or six.
  • Beat up Superman and spit in Doomsday's eye.
  • Find a cure for stupidity.
  • Ride the Tour de France backwards while peddling with my hands, juggling with my feet, and singing REM's "It's the End of the World" in fluent Japanese.
I hope you've enjoyed the post and the overwhelming silliness. If I've managed to make you smirk, smile, or laugh, then the post has done it's job. Not all of the posts will be super crazy, but I like adding a humorous flare to most anything I do. I don't see the point in being serious 24/7. The world has plenty of people like Daria.